Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Looking at Life

I sit at my desk writing and looking out over the trees from my windows. Every time that I sit in my office and I have the opportunity to communicate with Nature, I am challenged to stay on purpose and write. I get overwhelmed with the energy of going out to play in the dirt. I love this piece of property with its rows of majestic trees, beautiful green grass, and sweeping lawn. It is my favorite home since I was a child living in Illinois. The beauty of this land is the peace and joy of the wildlife, flowers, trees, and water. I find a lot of peace when I work with flowers and growing bushes, that present me with flowers every now and then. We are all a part of Nature, and the sooner we come to this very accurate definition of ourselves, the sooner we will realize the gift to our body when we eat organic foods, drink pure water, and have trees and bushes around us to purify the air that we breathe.

Because I spend so much time writing, I can become very tired of the entire process. Right now I am working on two books about NDP, which I am planning on using for my classes that I am starting soon. NDP is Neural Depolarization, which is a therapy that I taught myself as a small child who was constantly living in intense pain from rheumatic fever that I have had since infancy. I told my parents that I was going to become a nurse when I was two years old and very sick with rheumatic ever. Since it was my absolute intention to become an R.N., I also had to learn how to heal myself. My rheumatic fever was intense when I was a child, and of course the drug industry in the 1930s was very different than it is today. I healed my rheumatic fever with healthy foods, fresh air, and hard work, and I did become an R.N., which I expanded on as time passed and my children became adults.

One of the primary therapies that I used to heal my rheumatic fever was Neural Depolarization, pure fresh water from our natural well, and fresh organic foods. I had an older sister, Jane, that I was very close to in age and we lived our lives by roaming all over the acres of pastures and woods on our Illinois farm. We missed nothing. We sometimes even dared to visit the rattlesnake dens that joined our farm, which of course was strictly forbidden. We also had a Cahokian Mound on our farm, which my father set aside an revered. For many years my father collected artfacts and we stored them in an unused cabinet. We never locked our house even when we planned to be gone sometimes for a month or more at a time. My parents always said that if someone needed something badly enough to steal it, they needed it more than we did, and they would go forward without any complaints.

As I aged I began to realize that my NDP and my intense physical activity was improving my joint and body pain. When I realized that no one could stop my joint pain, I made up my mind to walk and play as much as I could as part of my own therapy to help myself heal. I did realize that exercise was beneficial for my pain and although inactivity hurt less, it did less to make my pain subside. Sometimes the differences were subtle but over all my body felt better with exercise, therefore I was relentless with myself. I would always remember that running, jumping and swimming were good for me, when I felt like I could not even move, let alone get out of bed and go to school. But I went to school every day and we walked just a little over four miles through the country in the morning and evening and the weather did not allow us to stay at home.

Friday, April 8, 2011

Chemical Memories and Our Nervous System

All learning is motion and change. All motion and change are perfection. Perfection is the energy in which we live and evolve. Once we begin to understand the knowledge of how we have learned, we begin to change even more with the knowledge of who we are, which allows us to change how we are now choosing to learn with knowledge by shifting our conscious mind from external thinking to the internal focus of thinking. The knowledge that we are chemical sensory beings, helps us to understand why we remember and how we use our memory in our dual soul evolution. All memories are chemical memories and are there within our conscious mind, emotions, and senses for us to access once we accept who we are. We cannot access loving memories from our subconscious fearful mind. Our fears are all stored in the subconscious mind. Our loving memories are stored in our conscious mind, loving emotions, physical cells, and sensory memory. We will use an accumulation of our memory sources to focus the three-dimensional whole picture within our conscious mind.

In shifting our conscious thinking mind from the external to the internal focus, it is important that we never make ourselves wrong in the journey of our dual soul. We have lived as we have needed to live, to learn what we need to learn, therefore every aspect of our historical past has been valuable because we have learned what we don’t want as well as some aspects of our life that we do want. Life today is far from perfect because of the attitude of the human species. Our focus is intensely directed toward the external technology of science instead of towards our thinking, loving emotions, and feelings about life and other people. Once we can see ourselves as human cells in the body of nature, earth, and the universe, we will be more capable of understanding how we live within our source of spirit consciousness to influence ourselves and everyone else in their individual function. The human species is a whole spirit consciousness acting together as the source and function of our dual soul and spirit in physical life. As we live our multiple lives, we store our memories as chemicals within our Primary Nervous System and all of the other nervous systems that our spirit consciousness is enfolded within.

When we are continuing to live in fear, we should pay attention to how we think and the expectations that we have toward life, other people, and ourselves. If we are consistently waiting for something negative to happen to us or the people that we love, then we are very obviously living in fear, which means that our subconscious ego mind is resisting and denying our loving female emotions and spirit senses. Our fears will swing, to and fro, and our external perception and interpretation of life within every aspect of our physical reality and all of the human species will be influenced, therefore each individual influence will have a dramatic accumulative effect on our physical, mental, emotional, and sensory health and happiness as a human species. These fears have become the source of many spacetime continuums for our dual soul. As we live through each spacetime continuum, we evolve toward the “point of knowledge” where we will have the internal power, strength, and courage to shift into our internal mind focus of spirit consciousness.

Fear that is present within our subconscious mind permeates every aspect of our multi-cellular structure. Fear produces two primary hormones, ACTH and Cortisol, that affect us and our response to the physical experiences of our lives. The production of these hormones is automatic when we are living in fear. When we think in any concept of fear, we produce the hormones without any awareness that we are doing so, but our lack of conscious awareness of what we are doing does not interfere with the damage that we create within our body. When we became addicted to our superstitions and myths as our religious beliefs, we challenge ourselves to have the strength and courage to pull ourselves out of our quagmire of addictive beliefs and behaviors. Now, as a dual soul, we are face to face with our own imaginary ghosts, demons, devils, gods, and evil spirits, and no one but us can pull ourselves out of these imaginings and see the miracle of who we are.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

The Art of Healing

Since I was a very small infant, I have known that I have the ability to heal the body of most people. Some people want to die because their soul has chosen a new life. Other people have devastating diseases at any age, which turns their life plans into a shambles of thought and fear. When we find ourselves incapable of walking, talking, eating, and living life as we want to live our life, life becomes a problem. Since I was dreadfully sick as a child, I learned the “art of healing” so that I could heal myself. Since that time I have healed many people that were facing the fear of death. Death is not necessarily a bad thing, but if we are young with a head full of ideas and plans for our life, death can feel overwhelming.

As human beings we have a beautiful and fantastic body design that is basically a chemical design that knows itself as energy. Many times in my life I have been asked to help someone that has a disease. I heal by using my internal energy pattern to recreate healthy cells that have been destroyed by disease, surgery, accidents, or some other natural event, such as the dramatic experience of divorce, post-partum depression, the loss of a child or other loved one. (Healing occurs at whatever level is needed through the experience we create to understand the gift of life and healing.) I have healed people of all ages simply by using my energy. I never work on someone that does not want to live. Many people create damage and death events for a lesson of the Soul, and attempting to work against the energy of the Soul is not appropriate. Therefore when I talk to the energy of an individual, I have a normal conversation to satisfy myself that the Soul that is sick truly wants to heal. I am energy, all humans are energy beings. Therefore if I want to help someone put themselves back together, both of our energies must be working for the same purpose and goal.

When I work on someone that is willing to work with me, just about anything can be healed. We can take the healthy cells that the body is producing and through our energy communication, that is by no means physical but a product of the energy of both of us, I can take new cells that the body is producing and transplant those new cells into the area where we need new cells, and they will reproduce themselves and begin the creation of a new organ. This is primarily the only way to grow back a brain, heal a heart, and return the sensory energy in the body to heal itself. Because healing begins with the chemical cellular energy and we are primarily focused in the “physical world,” sometimes we may not be conscious of the healing until the changes show at the level of function that we are open to acknowledging. This is why healing can take time, and we must be patient with ourselves as we begin our healing journey. None of this is unusual for our Spirit Consciousness, but it does require a lot of knowledge from me to reprogram the new cells as I place the cells precisely where they need to be to accomplish what I want to accomplish in my goal of healing.

Recently I have been working on repairing a brain so that it can be used normally for the rest of its long life. I had never attempted such a dramatic repair in my life before. This young woman’s brain suffered intense damage when the surgeons removed a tumor. This healing focus has affected me in a very obsessive compulsive manner, where I have found myself working with the energy of her brain cells for as long as 12 to 18 hours a day and then as I flood the space with the right energy pattern, each cell is energized and begins to recreate itself into a normal state of brain energy. With this situation I can easily see precisely how the brain is repairing itself, one cell at a time, as I transplant new cells from other places in the brain as well. As cells begin to heal, function at every level can improve as our sensory response improves. For example, this young woman’s paralysis is healing as the cells begin to communicate through the healing energy. She can now walk on her own! I have an affinity with her energy field and this makes her energy very responsive to my energy, which is creating a dramatic level of healing that is surprising even me.

I have never seen myself as obsessive compulsive before, but as I transplant each cell and energize it I can see the healing within her body that far exceeds any other healing that I have done. I am watching the brain regrow itself with this energy and I am loving what I see.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Raleigh Healthy Living Examiner Article

A Jewel of Healing Right Here in the Triangle by Carole Hoffman

A life well lived, is a life worth noting. One such life is that of the Triangle's own, Kathy Oddenino, RN., a remarkable woman who has devoted her entire life to health; the healing of others and herself. Having experienced severe illness and pain at a very young age, Kathy learned, through her own intuition, how to heal herself of her disease and her extreme pain. She was able to heal her rheumatic fever and the resulting rheumatoid arthritis, and many years later, as a student nurse, she healed hepatitis B, which she was told was “incurable”. This developed in Kathy a strong desire to help others in much the same way, and she directed her desire toward the field of nursing. Follow the link to read the rest!

Friday, July 23, 2010

“A Story of NDP Healing”

I went for a hearing test and was told by the hearing Doctor, that my hearing test had a pattern to it that may reflect that I have a brain tumor and he would like me to have a MRI done. I informed him that I do not buy into that thought and would not have a MRI of my brain done.

I told him my Spiritual Teacher understands Energy and I would have her check me.

I called Kathy “O” and told her my story. She said come visit with her for two days of NDP but that three days of NDP would be better.  The way Kathy said spend two days but three would be better triggered a knowing from my Soul to commit myself for a three-day stay. I definitely felt the Mind of Wisdom was guiding me. So I went for a visit with Kathy.

The first day of the three day visit was spent talking. Kathy informed me that this was necessary so she could work with my Energy as we talked. My appointment with her was scheduled for 2 hrs. but we talked every bit of 3 hrs. She said I was now ready for the NDP tomorrow.

I showed up at 1:30p on day two of my NDP and after a short conversation Kathy ask me to lie down on her table face down for the NDP. Kathy started with my head and worked her way down my back, at a point on my back she stopped and I could feel that she had sensed something that was out of the ordinary and Kathy asked if I had a recent x-ray. I said no but I had one 1 ½ yrs. ago and that the x-ray showed scarring of my right lung due to numerous blood clot damage when I had a knee operation about 4 yrs. ago. My lungs were tested for damage and I had a oxygen level of 92% which was OK but I was barely in the OK limits.

Kathy worked with pulling out the negative energy of the scarred area. I could plainly feel the energy of her hands as she worked on the scarred lung. I could actually feel Kathy’s energy become more intense. My breathing all of the sudden became easy. I told Kathy “ I am“ feeling a freedom as I take each breath. I began to cry because it felt so beautiful what was taking place. I told Kathy I never doubted the value of NDP but this was a verification for me how wondrous this is and still is.

I can take deep breaths now and my breathing feels comfortable---- where as before I felt labored breathing but I did not realize I was breathing so labored until Kathy removed the lung scarring and I felt a freedom. I asked Kathy about a tumor and she said tumors show up as a cold energy and there was no cold energy. Kathy worked on me from 1:30p until after 5p. After the session Kathy & Margaret both said I looked 20 yrs. younger -- Yes, I felt 20 yrs. younger and when I looked in the mirror I was beaming.

Day three of NDP started at 1:30p. It was scheduled for 2 hrs.but didn’t end until after 5p. When I came to see Kathy I was dealing with a lot of depression. We talked for a short time and Kathy started the face down NDP. Starting again with my head down to my toes. Kathy was at this point of just getting rid of the remaining negative energy. I could feel her hands on my back making circular motions and grasping the negative energy and pulling it out. She spent extra time on my left shoulder because it was a little larger that the right. I told Kathy a bicep ligament snapped 6 years ago and rolled up into the shoulder
When Kathy finished -- my body felt clean again and my energy felt balanced and“I am“ breathing free.

Thank You Kathy,

Bill Martin

P.S. The veil of depression has lifted.. 
NDP 7/13 thru 7/15/10.